Is that silly of me studying?

While studying, I buy things directly or in installments to enjoy, although my budget is tight and although I work hard to finance.

Z.b Laptop Mac Apple Air. I wanted to buy and did.

I want to enjoy. I can die anytime, then I do not use everything anymore.

Yes, it is stupid. You can treat yourself to luxury if you can afford it. Financing is not affordable.

But it's not my problem if you can't afford it anymore.

You study? Heavens, our education system really goes to the dogs…