Hours gone / similar to cracks in a film?

Seldom then, now more often: from time to time it happens to me that the hours pass without proper awareness. So, for example, I'm sitting at the laptop, watching a series (40 minutes per episode) and suddenly 4-8 hours are gone. So, when that happens, I somehow can't remember everything directly. Only fractions. Is that normal? And then suddenly it's very late. I have the feeling that I'm not really noticing something. For example, I was lying on my bed, staring at the ceiling and then all of a sudden 2 hours were gone and it felt like a few minutes. It feels as if I'm missing a perception. I always feel like I'm in a trance when that happens.

Does anyone know if this could indicate a physical illness?

You just slept then

No. I was awake

You should also go out into the fresh air more often. Relax a little

The boy needs some fresh air.

When I look at your other questions, you seem to have a lot of mental health problems. Possibly also imaginary…

Only a doctor can check this out exactly. If you have tears in the film, you should definitely stop by the neurologist. Do you take psychotropic drugs or other substances that could cause the film to tear?

Outside I fall into trance states more quickly

As far as I don't know. Maybe take pain pills because of my pain (hereditary disorder in the body that causes it + migraines). Then nothing.

I'm afraid that, as you mentioned, I will be diagnosed with many psychological problems and that I will lose my remaining freedom. I'm ending up in an institution. I also don't want to take any pills in this regard and I don't know who to turn to.

If I'm classified as extremely confused / mentally ill (i.e. Extremely), then I have no more life ahead of me? Then will I be locked away?

Well, you can still write normally here, so you can't be that confused and mentally ill. And you will only be admitted to an institution if you represent an acute danger to yourself or other people and there's no other way to protect yourself and your surroundings by other measures. In all other cases you have to instruct yourself.