Why does something like that flatter me?

Why would it so flatter me (W / 15) if someone would get a hold of me?

I think that would be flattering and I would be happy sometimes I imagine how it would be if I'm sitting on the laptop and watching myself through the camera jmd and get a ride down…

Is this normal for my age?

Because you see it as a compliment, or because you need attention. Yes, it is relatively normal

I suppose that if you get too little recognition for other things in your life, you reach for the last straw to be flattered and feel acknowledged a piece.

Of course, that's a compliment to knowing that someone else is masturbating on the idea or even pictures of you. I was allowed to enjoy this feeling several times already.