I'm totally exhausted. I've only been with my boyfriend for 2 months. We're both still doing an apprenticeship at the moment, he's not there until late afternoon and I'm doing work at home because of Corona. Yesterday I was at his home and used his laptop to do research on the internet. Then I entered something on Google and suddenly 'Dirtyroulette' appeared. Didn't know what it was and then googled it. I thought well. I then wanted to see when it was last on it in its course but couldn't find anything. Instead, the 'kaufmme' page was in its course, a lot of pages from different women up close. One of them must have sent him a message on an email account with his name on it. When he came back I asked him what he wanted on this page. He immediately said he had clarified women there for his buddy who doesn't speak German very well. Didn't make a lot of sense to me, but for now I was satisfied with it. However, I had a bad feeling the rest of the evening and I couldn't get it out of my head. So this morning I wanted to take another look at his history, but bäm he logged out of his Google account and the whole history was gone. What if I've already seen it anyway? I then went home and, as an escort, set up an account with fake data to see if he had an account there. In fact, I found an account with his name and the description (origin, size, etc.) completely applies to him. I don't understand why he doesn't create an account on behalf of his buddy if it wasn't for himself? I'm so hurt Of course I don't know 100% whether he has met one of them now. He knows that my ex cheated on me too and that would be a slap in the face for me. Has anyone experienced a similar situation? What have you done? How did it end? I'm really desperate
Actually, I can't really approve of spying on your partner, but I can understand it somewhere in your case as well.
You can only ask him about his lie again. And if you feel too uncomfortable with it, you have to end the relationship.
Rent him.
It seems like he's lying and even cheating on you.