Best friend wants to kill herself?

I'm very worried about my beast. She is really terrible right now and of course I tried to cheer her up a little but this didn't really work and she said that she doesn't want to live so broken anymore and doesn't know what to do… At some point we actually decided to sleep to go and said that she should go to sleep too, because that might help and if not she can just write to me but the last thing she wrote was "It will be a pretty long sleep but good night" and we know what she meant it… She also no longer comes online and I can't call her either because I can only write to her on Instagram on my laptop (internet is blocked on my cell phone at night) I don't know what to do and I'm afraid for her… She is the only thing I have and without her I can no longer imagine life…

How old are you? Because that's often the case during puberty, but if someone really wants to kill himself, then you don't talk about it. She probably just wants some attention. Completely normal, don't worry.

First of all, you should calm down.

Most of the time it is that people in puberty want who are just feeling bad.
Often it is simply said that you want to die now and ultimately this is only rarely done.

I'm sure that she will wake up tomorrow and that you will hear from her again.
Head up, that's all.

Has a doctor diagnosed you with depression or something similar? If not, then I'm really pretty sure that she hasn't harmed or will do anything to her.

Everything will be fine.

It is true that most of the people who say it don't really do it… But nevertheless you should urgently call someone (parents of your girlfriend or police if necessary) … You always have to take such a statement seriously because many people also write some kind of farewell letter (and when the time comes, something like "I love you don't forget that" comes out of nowhere)

I also didn't mean that you were joking about it.
Or maybe she just said it that way.

Or she has made a draw and says to herself that she would rather not do it because life is really a gift.

Yes, but if it is really so far that she wants to do it, then you don't write it to people. You want to be alone there and don't take any help. Speech from experience

I'm very worried about my beast.

a beast is something terrible.

wiki says:

Beast (from https://de.wikipedia.org/...he_Sprache bestia for 'fearsome animal') stands for:

a beast, see

https://de.wikipedia.org/.../Ungeheuer

a fighting animal in historical animal fights, see https://de.wikipedia.org/...Geschichte

Yes that can be.