My mother offends me, forces me to do things and beats me. She says I'm lazy although I do everything she says. She never lets me play on my laptop and she says I should pray even though my brothers and sisters do not pray. If the room is dirty she blames me even though my brother throws everything on the floor. She says I'm an Aloch and a beautiful child and she regrets having fathered me. I once had a conversation with her why I'm so and I told her that it is because of the separation of my parents. She said that she loves me as much as my siblings but I do not realize it. I'm 15 years old and I've had these problems for 3 years already and have already thought about going to the youth welfare office or the police, but I never dared to. After all, it is forbidden to beat children in Germany, but that does not interest them.
Gives me some advice and some tips. In any case, I do not want to talk to my mother and undress.
I have no idea which religion belongs to your mother but wtf.
I'm not an expert in the field. So this is not really a good answer.
However, I would really recommend you to go to the youth welfare office or the police. The main thing you are looking for help!
First of all learn to love yourself.
You are just as valuable as your siblings.
And remember the good times with your mother.
If living together with your mother is really so bad, consider yourself, to look for the contact to the youth welfare office and to look for help and possibly escape from your situation.
